Better is One Day
“How lovely is your dwelling place, O Lord Almighty. My soul
longs, even faints for the courts of the Lord. My heart and flesh cry out for
the living God…For better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere.”
(Psalm 84:1-2, 10)
After strumming a few chords, Tenielle’s voice rang out,
“How lovely is your dwelling place, O Lord Almighty.” As soon as we began the
first verse of the song “Better Is One Day”, I remembered reading the words to
Psalm 84 just a few days earlier. “I don’t know why I keep playing this song,”
Tenielle said, “But the words have just been on my heart a lot recently.”
I have heard the song before, but this time was different.
We weren’t in an expensive church building with a stage and
bright lights. We were in Ernes’s dimly-lit small living room.
We didn’t sit in pews, but we sank down into worn sofas. It
wasn’t spacious and comfortable, but rather crowded and very hot.
It wasn’t a planned and structured worship service from 9:00
– 10:45 on Sunday morning. It was a spontaneous
lets-get-together-for-dinner-and-worship on a weekday evening. I had no idea
that we were going to be there for three and a half hours, long past dark and
my bedtime.
There were no fancy clothes, just the smell of African sweat
after a long day of working in the fields.
There were two white girls, five African men, a guitar, and
a big bowl of rice and sauce. Oh, and an eagerness to worship and a spirit of
fellowship in Jesus.
I watched Michael raise his hands as he sang with eyes
closed. I watched George almost jump out of his chair because he was so excited
when Barto started playing “Yasoma”. I watched Barto delicately, yet
aggressively and skillfully finger pick on the guitar as he sang, “Many thanks,
many thanks, many thanks, Oh Jesus” in English with his heavy African accent. I
watched their faces light up as we began to sing “We Fall Down” in Moore. They
love it when white people sing in their native tongue. And I watched Ernes lean
in as Tenielle showed him the lyrics to “Better Is One Day”, and he translated
them for the rest of the men. I watched Ernes’ wife bounce their baby girl on her
lap as we sang.
Then we spent some time in prayer. First we prayed for
Tenielle and her mother who is sick. Then we prayed for the orphanage, church,
and ministry in Yako. Then they prayed for me, asking God to give me direction
and wisdom as I seek him in regards to mission work. The next prayer was for
Ernes and his family since they welcomed us into their home, and the final
prayer was a prayer of thanks for the day and especially for our night of
fellowship and worship.
With each prayer, they all prayed simultaneously and aloud,
filling the room not with quiet, whispered prayers but with passionate, loud
prayers. I don’t know what they were saying, but it was bold and powerful, and
it brought tears to my eyes.
There was no place else I would have rather been. And I
don’t mean being in Africa, or Burkina Faso, or Yako, or Ernes’ humble living
room. It’s not about any of that. In that evening of worship and prayer, I was
in the house of God with my brothers and sisters. And one day there is better than
a thousand anywhere else.
I will never sing that song the same again. It is just one
of those things that you finally understand even though you have learned it a
million times. And really, I hope that I never stop gaining more and more
understanding of the brilliance of being in the presence of God.
O Lord, Almighty God,
your presence is the highest pleasure. Please work in each of our hearts until
we can say that and mean it with every ounce of the weight of our hearts and
lives. Please draw me and all my brothers and sisters into a deeper
understanding of the brilliance of your presence. Make the light of your face
to shine upon us, and give us a taste of how sweet it is to be in your house. “How
lovely is your dwelling place. My soul faints for the courts of the Lord.
Better is one day in your house than thousands elsewhere.” Oh God, may these
not just be words we read and sing, but may they be deeply rooted beliefs that
shake and transform the way we spend our time and live our lives.
Beautiful post. Sweet Ashli, I'm catching up with you and reading your posts. How exciting to see God moving and leading and teaching you! Your heart is wide open, ready to hear Him and responding with obedience and joy. You're such a beautiful daughter of the King. I miss you and love you so. Keep looking for Him with every step you take. Thank you for sharing your journey.
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